Odd ravings, comments, and other wastes of time. Some are in plain prose, yet others are in rhyme.
01 June 2025
Silva obscura
19 May 2025
No swifter victory has been obtained
11 May 2025
And then we’re hard awake
28 December 2008
back to the sea
the ocean is a being with grey teeth
what it has eaten everyone must learn
we see the smile and know what hides beneath
each of us has to take a painful turn
upon the oars in honour of old grief
yet in that setting finding what we earn
is less than we deserve and that so brief
a pain may serve as well the mark to sear
into each skin before we find relief
from chore and duty and learn to adhere
not only to the plain but to the hard
since nothing of our world could be more dear
than the one place we claim to be our yard
a coral finger a turtle of stone
with horrid memories it has been marred
and yet it is the only place we own
where rage and hatred turn into desire
and light exposes every broken bone
to show each hero that he is a liar
when he has promised an ending to night
since even truth must perish in the fire
for in these islands nothing comes out right
except the jokes and bullets from each gun
we get the heat and never find the light
but still they call us children of the sun
29 June 2008
calculated puzzle
so in the night we watch as hatred breeds
no one says what they want the most to say
or counts the number of the evil seeds
that will produce a flower in coming day
not much is thought of but the urgent shout
that calls on each to get out of the way
requires that we put aside every doubt
and leave behind all hope of swift return
since this is power we cannot dare to flout
and we do not have any chance to earn
the thanks of those we guard or those we keep
from seeing how the world must rage and burn
in all its ecstacy of empty sleep
there's no place now for any to escape
we are sunk now and gone in far too deep
our minds and bodies too far out of shape
for any effort to redeem the past
we started human and are below ape
began the first and now are very last
driven by what we thought was divine fire
we could not be sustained against the blast
of just an ordinary mundane desire
to leave behind the painful human plight
where it belongs down in the muck and mire
and for a little while live in the light
31 March 2008
one little dance
we learn the limits of all modes of strife
our hearts are set within one final zone
there is one thing that's valued more than life
the pain we feel cuts right down to the bone
and this is not what we are meant to find
the normal heart is simply turned to stone
each king of men finds that he is still blind
to what the normal soul desires and needs
while there's no limit to the human mind
there are clear boundaries to human deeds
and we've not yet the singular clear eye
that will see through the nonsense of the creeds
and penetrate the most well-varnished lie
to find the diamond hidden in the coal
that can't be covered though we might apply
the greatest effort and the most control
to keep our secret to the furthest end
but there's no hiding place no deepest hole
from that hard vision nowhere we can send
our cherished hearts this is the oldest tale
that any know and no one could pretend
that we have any older we can't fail
to tell our story in the open square
it is as classic as a bill of sale
these are not matters for the common air
but must be passed from hand to weary hand
until we at last come to those who dare
resist the pressure of the heavy band
and teach us how to take our place and dance
on the far shore on the clean golden sand
you say that there is only some small chance
that things will come out good and clear and right
and matters will be as in old romance
that may be so but we hope for the light
15 February 2008
out of the dark wood
what in the dark flies flutters and goes out
beyond those trees and so far beyond the river
there is a message left a sign a shout
your heart is what we send what you deliver
is something more that you desire we leave
beyond the simple shard and sharp small sliver
that pierces what we guard and makes us grieve
for what we could not hold and what we left
as blood and water flow out through the sieve
those are the ones who know they are bereft
before we see the flags dip and the pain
of those who fail in their part of the heft
so long have we been waiting for the rain
but no king comes and we cannot now heal
honour and pride both go against the grain
your only task is to adore and kneel
as all the dancers run away and hide
before the sight of all that shiny steel
there is no room for dignity or pride
so much we lost when we gave up our grip
around us now the vicious kindred ride
who do not care for any sound of lip
but want us simply swiftly to obey
their heavy and maleficent proud whip
we call that just another working day
and let the glass crack into many shards
these are the things that get into the way
there is a way but none that the god guards
that each one knows and no one hostile bars
each self considers what justice regards
and in the silence looks up at the stars
16 December 2007
growing up
this is red earth we can't remove the stain
no matter time spent on the washing board
our solemn purpose goes against the grain
of what we wanted remade or restored
by concrete action after rapid thought
since there's so much that we cannot afford
unless by our own efforts it's been wrought
before the coming of the hoped-for storm
that consummation which we have long sought
but to the tale the truth is there's no form
in which we can present the honest case
that does not quickly move far from the norm
we seek the recognition in each face
to let us know that we have made it safe
into the country of our dwelling place
against so many bonds we have to chafe
to find ourselves at the start of the road
with better hope than has the homeless waif
who too soon finds she cannot read the code
although it's written in an ink so black
that any who could reach a sure abode
would hope that none could see the path or track
nor be led onward by a clever nose
since it is never easy to turn back
once you have set upon the way of those
who give you hope that you can play a rôle
that sets you higher than your erstwhile foes
in early morning you won't see a soul
who has no purpose just like yours to keep
and isn't aiming at a similar goal
the ones who pose the greatest danger sleep
and only you are left to walk so far
and venture into oceans as deep
and into countries that are as bizarre
as any that are dreamt by those that smoke
from the green pipe or use the fat cigar
but that hard purpose serves as a mere cloak
over the shape of hopes that no undue
choices will lead to renewal of yoke
upon the one who merely seeks to view
the many realms that come from joyful art
old as mankind but each life will renew
the hope that's proper to each human heart
and keeps it light and ready still to glow
when each of us will play our honest part
in doing more than putting on a show
that will reward most at the start of night
and thus ensure that each who plays may go
forward with certainty into the light
02 August 2007
rapid construction
who does the work deserves all of the pay
but that won't happen thought it would be nice
this is the bosses' not the workers' day
you break your back and just get beans and rice
and told you should be grateful for the chance
to risk your body and to pay the price
for other folk to live and love and dance
this is a matter where it would be wise
to say that all is well and we advance
many must fall so that a few may rise
to say the only effort was their own
and damn the honest who'd say otherwise
they eat the meat and leave only the bone
for those who in the heat did all the toil
that's a fact that's what we've always known
sweat as it drips supplies a sort of oil
that smooths the way to extract yet more pain
and keeps the working kettle on the boil
let them enjoy hot sun and chilling rain
in hottest august and frozen december
we're happy that they serve to take the strain
and worry that their children will remember
31 July 2007
a simple path to paradise
a little thought and we would have to laugh
words come and go and never can express
just how to shake the wheat out of the chaff
our hope this season is just to address
the proper source of all our fear and pain
and cease to pay it the demanded cess
throughout this summer we have wanted rain
it has not come and we watch flowers die
the rules are all against us that is plain
no benison has fallen from the sky
but still we hope and still we have to smile
our future's never founded on a lie
there's no gate here no accursed slap or stile
just a plain road lacking a fingerpost
but still we can trudge on another mile
it's a long journey till we reach the coast
we have been there and set foot in the sea
but that is not a reason for our boast
all of our happiness is out and free
we have seen pain and we bear the scars
of our long struggle just to live and be
still we're rewarded by the summer stars
04 July 2007
that deepest fear
if all the stars went out at the same time
we would not think it any great surprise
nor would we think it any sort of crime
and yet the shock would stir even the wise
to wonder at the world in which they sat
and force the foolish with haste to surmise
that change was coming here in nothing flat
ways that had functioned long no longer worked
and not a single one could now stand pat
in those thick woods what monsters now lurked
that would come out and drive each from home
the ones who struggled and the ones who shirked
the moon itself seems absent from the dome
all the above is cloud and there's no light
to comfort those who stay and those who roam
in deeper darkness we will fear each night
the power to save ourselves we cannot flex
not one of us but knows that we've no right
to all the claims that we have made to vex
the silent entities that we just know must dwell
in all those places we could not annex
the day has gone when we could buy or sell
those ordinary facts that we'd acquire
by means that none of us would ever tell
we'd smile behind our hands at the dumb buyer
who'd think that they'd received some kind of gain
and from that sort of trade we'd never tire
instead we find ourselves out on the plain
alone and helpless facing the deep dark
and wondering just how far spreads the stain
the truth of nature is that it's no park
the world we have was never meant for pride
we think it deep yet shallow is our mark
not one of us that's here will end the ride
just where we want to be we will dismember
the ones who seek to keep an intact hide
and our own fire will burn down to an ember
20 June 2007
the only glory
the price of liberty is still the same
a chunk of life belongs to other folk
we don't consider this to be a game
we give the ones who claim to lead a poke
they have to listen if they want to lead
our way of life can never be a joke
the choice is clear so is the normal deed
there's but one option that is not to fail
it's not a matter for desire nor greed
knave and fool alike we'll send to gaol
all that must matter is the human stake
one who desires to rule must not be stale
we all of us desire the same big break
a life with good things and but little pain
we know to tell the honest from the fake
we balance sun and blue with cloud and rain
there's got to be a space for every soul
we lose together and as one we gain
that's the objective the celestial pole
we can't all be alone in our fast cars
we all belong to the great human whole
we live in mud but we can see the stars
06 June 2007
hoping for evening
now we have windows into vanished spaces
pasts that have gone almost beyond recall
each of us wonders at the sort of places
could be considered how the visions fall
not just upon the eye but on the heart
one keeps on looking soaking in it all
these are the creatures of some larger art
but we aren't the onces who should critique
we can't choose but to play a proper part
our lives and passions are no way unique
but we must live them and attempt to find
the thing that keeps us moving week to week
almost the passion makes us deaf and blind
but still the light that guides us does not fade
and our stern purpose is still kept in mind
so hot outside the lions seek the shade
their prey will just escape them in this heat
yet the mad human must go on parade
still the policeman must patrol his beat
and watch as shadows move at glacial pace
while others in cool water soak their feet
we're caught up in an ever-changing race
and yet we know we cannot truly run
and so must find some manner to save face
the brightest flower will quail before this sun
not one of us but will withhold our pride
the greatest player will not have any fun
so what the music issues from each side
we aren't the ones who want to hear the sound
at this point we just want to end the ride
and hold on to some tiny bit of ground
where we can make our simple claim of right
some such a paradise others have found
meanwhile we hope for a much kinder light
01 June 2007
the tree of liberty
if we can answer why must we then ask
those questions to which others must reply
that's not our purpose nor is it our task
rather we seek with soaring hearts to fly
above the common herd and claim our place
where none can challenge the well-spoken lie
not one of us who could with honour face
the grieving mother or the bereft child
instead we order them to know their place
our response must come in words that are mild
that make a show of regret and of ruth
so that we make our questioners seem wild
as long as we don't have to tell the truth
whatever lie we make should sound sincere
if not the editor's at work in his small booth
so set face solemn produce a simple tear
there's nothing like eye-water for a mask
and tell the grieving that you hold them dear
speak in high tones of duty of a noble task
that leads to danger but that must be met
and ignore all the hard questions they might ask
keep your mien sombre and your brow set
into a visage that indicates deepest concern
and hope that they will all too soon forget
all of the waste and come instead to learn
that you are wiser that you know the way
and if they suffer well then it was their turn
their fortune is to bask within your ray
you know the way that things ought to be run
this is your moment your triumphal day
before you're turned to ashes by the sun
20 May 2007
the sailor's return
the image can be set in words that burn
with clearest light and do not need a shape
that's odd or twisted the simplest turn
will do to set the limits or cut the tape
you get the vision with the shortest run
of language the ship goes round the cape
into new seas and on the distant beach
a girl laments for lovers who are so far
that neither mind nor voice could ever reach
perhaps a youth who's been summoned to war
or a stern husband who's gone out to sea
she hopes for messages or swears by a star
that she will not be angered will let him be
whatever he desires just so he stays
beside her and does not think to flee
there's hope here for the older settled ways
the certainty of seasons the sure ward
of centuries of practice but in these days
when nothing can be certain is is too hard
to hope for vision that rewards the heart
no man or woman halts within their yard
distance and time will serve to keep apart
and no warm signals will come to this land
although within the messenger's fine art
instead one seeks the best that comes to hand
she is not sure but she knows that her wail
will break the hearts of those who understand
she is not waiting in the hope that a sail
will break horizon and that her lovely boy
or man is watching from the ship's fore-rail
(the kind of love that ages cannot cloy)
her soul is part of a great human choir
that best expresses desire and great joy
at knowing that there stilll remains a fire
19 May 2007
unchained this moment
enough that we cannot speak here of time
the matter is one that can truly frighten
the journey's one continual upward climb
nothing is here that a little fear won't brighten
someone would notice if we were to weep
and things are not run by the admirable chrichton
we can't explore unless we go real deep
that's going to scare the ones who truly speak
they'll soon be forced to retreat past sleep
not one of us who isn't at bottom weak
this is a fact that none but you can take
for we never find the things we truly seek
it's always hard to distinguish real from fake
in order to make haste we must move slow
(and this assertion sure is no mistake)
the river that has the most restrained flow
waters more plants than the fast-rushing stream
but in its passing we can see no glow
not milk for us nothing but the best cream
we are the masters of this tiny space
and our forbearance has been an empty dream
give unto us the matter we most desire
we will assert that we have the best right
beneath us glows the last most baneful fire
but we are not the children of the light
18 May 2007
the living stream
had we the story told both rich and deep
we would not now have access to the light
but still we have our honesty to keep
the richness of the colour outlasts night
whatever comes will not be only ours
still there is joy at presence of the sight
there is no legacy of these plain powers
at once the movement seems quite correct
just hidden though are many lovely flowers
the worshippers belong to no known sect
under their flag there's never any fear
the shouting and the cries have no effect
each of us knows just how much to bear
we have no guardians and we must climb
each single day until we've made a year
but this is no simple matter of mere time
though life be short the living is quite long
to celebrate and cheer it is no crime
so much is here that others might deem wrong
and yet we do it that's the point of all
our plain doing and the rest's for song
we journey upward though we fear to fall
nothing here can challenge our desire
to answer joyous the direct and noble call
these hopes and principles will not expire
through every vein the happiness will run
we've faced the night and the most dreadful fire
and now we each stand laughing in the sun
03 May 2007
mapping hell
there's no room for action and still less for thought
the place we settle down in is never truly home
we face the constant tension between is and ought
through heavy seas and through the bitter foam
we make our way and plan to tell our tales
no one but us should be allowed to roam
far out at sea we've seen the play of whales
the spouts are joyful and the waves not steep
what we expect may still be though it fails
names and addresses are the things we'll keep
not one of us can name the truths of hope
still we must make some hay before we sleep
the work we do will pull some up the slope
to name our terrors does not make them flee
we find ourselves with time that's not like rope
we can't play out the things that we might see
not one of us can say that we've been pure
the ocean comes and will not let things be
those who will come may not so long endure
they'll fill their pockets with the brightest stones
and then will vanish in a moment to be sure
the one who sharpens knives the one who hones
both blade and argument till they're so sharp
they'll cut the skin and cut right through the bones
we cover all the field with cloth and tarp
no ray of light will enter till we're done
meanwhile the lady plays upon her harp
the largest herds will down to the shore run
without the least doubt we'll be told what's true
and then we'll flee from the heat of a may sun
we've done our jobs there's nothing we could rue
but still we worry and we search the skies
for any helpful omen any change in the old view
about the corpse there always will be flies
but that's not our problem now we've got the light
truth comes to us well guarded by our lies
the day must fade and we must face the night
there's nothing we might do to end these jars
our hearts are high we will not now take fright
above our heads we see the summer stars
01 April 2007
my folk of rain and calm
there's something here that soothes the tired eye
not just the calm and softness of the rain
pearl-grey and soft the clouds reframe the sky
we've waited and we've wondered at the drain
of strength and water from the tired ground
creek feeds to creek and river flows to plain
now here our steady quiet magnifies the sound
from radio and from bird the moments change
as we have come to value all we've found
all that's familiar does not now become strange
the world has turned the winds have taken cloud
the clouds have played their role in the exchange
and yet we know that nothing seems so loud
as all the growth that's brought together parts
into a complex whole of which nature is proud
and which brings comfort to the driest hearts
24 March 2007
without transition
within the moment what room to be
no sham this enterprise emergent
what not to understand or even see
the answer that arrives most urgent
wherever growth resumes in spring
grass climbing up the slope resurgent
not heard the telephone's faint ring
messages taken coming across ocean
all avian creatures rise on happy wing
soothed by the touch of emollient lotion
a storm recedes clouds scurry west
there's no reason for any great commotion
instead we ask each candidate for the test
not for an answer but a better query
selecting all the bad ones not the best
the response given does not make us teary
intensity of concern drives us wild
but we have got good reason to be wary
the adult carries in his soul the child
that looked on the wide world with wonder
and now considers things and is not mild
what had created such a curious blunder
the sense of being not a whole but part
of some smaller being with no thunder
we go back and examine from the start
the nastier production of the torpid night
and see in them the makings of new art
it is our duty here to make clean light