Odd ravings, comments, and other wastes of time. Some are in plain prose, yet others are in rhyme.
28 May 2025
No ballad-lord
12 January 2015
dessalines at vertières
03 March 2011
at the right angle
so much is wanted but what we must ask
is for the measure that cannot be told
by ordinary creatures at their task
of making worlds to fit the human mould
beyond the which we could not be consoled
but asked for pity and received no share
of what was paid except this empty air
so turning we discerned no further bar
to our escaping save a simple stair
the crescent mirror and the morning star
you give a good account behind your mask
of where the trail was good and where just cold
no warmth remains except within the flask
nor any honour that's not paid with gold
right on the table where the hearts are sold
while every victim hears the case is fair
and yet the axe does not strike unaware
there's no part of the process that's bizarre
while far above our unbowed heads there stare
the crescent mirror and the morning star
in balmier times we might hope to bask
in the approval of the good and bold
enjoy the plaudits while we broach the cask
and wonder why a single voice would scold
instead the angry lessons are unrolled
as every back is loaded down with care
nor is there chance of freedom anywhere
that foolish interlopers hope to mar
beyond the chances of the normal player
the crescent mirror and the morning star
prince in the end you won't respond to prayer
as no petition has the sort of flair
to touch the souls of palace and bazaar
yet you must go to where the boldest dare
the crescent mirror and the morning star
06 December 2008
aiming forward losing ground
though aiming forward we are losing groundhearts may be filled with hope but our hard fateis to be weighed and valued pound by poundas the remainders of a great estatethe counters' duty it is to collatewhat goes to storage and what to the wormwhat will be buried to build up the bermand what parts of the fortune they might keepthose who are watching are the very firmour place is taken and we have to sleepso much of what is said is to confoundthe ones whose task it is to count and ratethe complete measure within proper boundthey aren't allowed to lie nor to inflatethe tiny parcels into something greatbut must agree the winner is the germthat strikes the mighty hard as they might squirmand into every corner seems to creepit's certain victory we can't affirmour place is taken and we have to sleepwe wanted to astonish and astoundwin the reward of gold and silver platehave banknotes piled up in a giant moundcart off bright jewels in a well-made cratethese are not the conditions we instatewe find ourselves most rotten and infirmunable now to generate a thermnor over lowest bar ever to leapour weakness any fool now could confirmour place is taken and we have to sleepprince you may rule us for a certain termsince none of us has power to reaffirmjust what we were nor what we had to keepwithin our power nor underneath each dermour place is taken and we have to sleep
29 November 2008
ballade of doubt
no one will think an error self-correctsblind folk see better than those who have ledour startled crew and learned from the effectsthat it were better if they all had bledcompletely flat and nothing more were saidit being time now to express true rageand letting no kind words the mood assuagewe will not let the hero get the blameit is our duty now to set the stagebefore we pass into the final flamethe kind of man who his own thought collectsmight think that there was time to prevent dreadbut he who speaks knows best what he expectswhen facing those who he with lies has fedat the right moment when the world turns redhe has learned swiftly their weak minds to gaugeand shows himself to them as king and sagewhile not revealing the whole thing is a gamethere's no defence monocyte macrophagebefore we pass into the final flameyou might have thought of these human defectsas bringing matters to a stirring headbut not a one here fact with fact connectsor sorts the clearly living from the deadall are just here to earn a little breadmake some small money collect daily wagefor that alone they would their time engageyou might think that a kind of mortal shameit's not their task to answer your hard gagebefore we pass into the final flameprince you might wonder at these things backstagebut they're the matter of our dying agewe say the words and give the facts a framebut that's no more than simple persiflagebefore we pass into the final flame
19 October 2008
ballade of regulation
all of our efforts fall into the shadedrastic the choice but not without its crumbof gentle hope to keep hearts unafraida chance of passion that would allow someto build new life where others would be glumor hang their hopes upon a rusty nailfor you to laugh or others to assailthose facts of business that prove not so tamebut can stand up when others simply failthese are the rules and we must play the gametime with its tricks our patience must abradeor beat a rhythm on a noisy drumsuch are the practices of normal tradewhen all of human life is a small sumand nothing much splits millionaire from bumwe are blown off our course by the swift galeand can't expect to make an easy salesince all we get is insult and foul blameit's tasks like these that make the toughest quailthese are the rules and we must play the gameothers might seek to hide or to evadethe pains and penances that have to comein rapid series and in swift cascadewe cannot keep these things beneath the thumbnothing is left and we have been struck dumbpreventing the recounting of detailall honest words are cast outside the paleand truth becomes a matter of ill fameagainst the facts there is none who would railthese are the rules and we must play the gameprince you receive no message through the mailand find the secrets have turned very stalethere's no one left who can ignite the flamebut many where who hard fate could bewailthese are the rules and we must play the game
12 October 2008
ballade of eternal war
some parts of memory are never greenpressed into service they cannot retirenor can they hide behind a pleasant screentoo many symbols have come down the wiretoo many songs been belted out by choirit is the season for us to deceivenot just ourselves but those who have to grieveand have no time to beg nor to deploreso much their sorrow that we can't conceiveyet when we started we all knew the scorethere is not time for anger nor for spleennor any sentiments we don't requirethese are not matters to bee heard or seenyou aren't allowed to think nor to aspireabout such things don't bother to enquirejust take a breath and give the foe a heavetell folks to go when it is time to leavejust say enough and not a sentence morethere is no good that any will achieveyet when we started we all knew the scoreour thoughts have all been branded as obsceneand all our books must go into the fireour presence here shall soon have never beenthat is the goal at which we must conspireour signal glory is to be denierof that which honest folk might all believeremove those things so no one can retrieveand once we've finished simply close the doorthose who thought otherwise are just naïveyet when when we started we all knew the scoreprince there's so much that you will not achievebecause our target you just can't perceiveso many good materials we abhorsince all we do is shatter and bereaveyet when we started we all knew the score
05 October 2008
uncertain pilgrimage
each writes the tale upon a golden leafno safer record for so short a timeage after age the truth beggars beliefwe think that honest labour is a crimewhen all our hopes are cast into the slimeyour choice is simple just cast out the blamethe monster's wild that you thought mild and tameno hope is placed in partner or in friendwho knows the rules of this most profane gamewe seek the melted snow of last weekendthe winner turns out just one more old thiefwho casts his words in good old-fashioned rhymeand promises that he'll be firmly briefbut does not move you into the sublimebefore the clock has uttered its first chimesuch matters will not lead you out of shamebut are the sort of thing that fools might claimto make you bow or lead you now to bendhoping to turn you from your steady aimwe seek the melted snow of last weekendpain of great loss produces no more griefthan could be borne in such a foreign climeas this there is no wisdom seeks reliefor hopes to gain a dollar or a dimewe've reached the bottom and we must now climbpast all the horrors that we cannot nameknowing that no good thought will stay the sameand that our duty no one would commendstill though our feet are tired and very lamewe seek the melted snow of last weekendprince you have mastery of wind and flameyour state is great in glory and acclaimbut to this act you may not condescendbeyond the limits of the human framewe seek the melted snow of last weekend
25 September 2008
voice at the temple
so much to say and we are out of touchwith what belongs to our most secret heartnothing remains not even a small crutchto hold us up this is not on our partthe source of pain the reason for our smartwhat makes us grow will lead us from the firetake us to ease and much abate our ireall that we plan to do is outlive shameignore the voices of the angry choirand in our time ignite a living flamewhat has been hidden in the deepest hutchbecomes a matter for the painter's artit starts out little but it becomes muchwe may not recognise it at the startbut learn to know it before we departas something never easy to acquirea teaching that must pass from child to sirethat might reverse the meaning of the gamethis is the thing about which we inquireand in our time ignite a living flamewe make our manses pretty and as suchhave many hidden words we must impartbefore we let the visions leave our clutchso we cannot allow the light to dartour of our hands into the open martnor can we let you tune upon your lyrethe sounds that might with ease go even higherinstead we hold you down and keep you tameinsist that you do nothing but admireand in our time ignite a living flameprince you may think yourself a proper flyercontroller of your own life and desirebut there are forces here you dare not namethat will take over when at last you tireand in our time ignite a living flame