we tell ourselves so many foolish lies
about the past and who and what we are
reducing every symbol to a scar
and so becoming what we most despise
our only truths appear in deep disguise
as if reality has turned bizarre
or we had lost sight of our guiding star
and all the world become strange to our eyes
vision's enhanced by what we seem to fear
as bearing us right past the edge of pain
as what we learn is given proper shape
so much we find when no one else will hear
the honest word nor see what seems most plain
instead they moan that life is one more rape
Odd ravings, comments, and other wastes of time. Some are in plain prose, yet others are in rhyme.
28 December 2008
age of war
back to the sea
the ocean is a being with grey teeth
what it has eaten everyone must learn
we see the smile and know what hides beneath
each of us has to take a painful turn
upon the oars in honour of old grief
yet in that setting finding what we earn
is less than we deserve and that so brief
a pain may serve as well the mark to sear
into each skin before we find relief
from chore and duty and learn to adhere
not only to the plain but to the hard
since nothing of our world could be more dear
than the one place we claim to be our yard
a coral finger a turtle of stone
with horrid memories it has been marred
and yet it is the only place we own
where rage and hatred turn into desire
and light exposes every broken bone
to show each hero that he is a liar
when he has promised an ending to night
since even truth must perish in the fire
for in these islands nothing comes out right
except the jokes and bullets from each gun
we get the heat and never find the light
but still they call us children of the sun
Virtual Tourism in a Floating Paradise
24 December 2008
patchy fog
in sheeplike huddles moving by the coast
not like the tales in which we were engrossed
in which the princess kissed the urgent frog
and forced him to make good on his big boast
enough to speak here of the patchy fog
we're left to wonder why you need to flog
the dying sun to haste before the ghost
of pale remembrance has gone past the post
enough to speak here of the patchy fog
midwinter
just northern sun and wind without warm rain
to ease our judgment of the season's gain
or loss of simple sense in what was told
by no firm purpose or strong will to hold
as true or wise while light makes all so plain
under the grey that is not quite a bane
to our disloyal hearts that are not bold
justice requires that we add up the tale
of many ages in a small black book
in which clear note shall constantly be kept
while eyes examine all the facts that fail
to measure up as beauty when we look
and heart acknowledge that the world has slept
23 December 2008
nothing but shipwreck
nothing but shipwreck is the complete tale
from sunrise to sunset and then again
we rise never to triumph but to fail
all humanity fits here in small scale
from the bahamas right down to cayenne
nothing but shipwreck is the complete tale
our story is the oldest human wail
our fate is limited by a hard pen
we rise never to triumph but to fail
you would not think any of us were frail
and yet we seem the weakest sort of men
nothing but shipwreck is the complete tale
set down in writing in such great detail
the complete record lies within our ken
we rise to never triumph but to fail
the hurricane will tear the largest sail
and end the voyage with a last amen
nothing but shipwreck is the complete tale
we rise never to triumph but to fail
what came
what came at the beginning was mistake
words uttered by a fool and said in haste
that altered nothing and were soon erased
the wisest turning swiftly to a flake
meanings unclear and symbols made opaque
by those whose urgencies had been debased
so early on now we think it bad taste
all that is left of truth a distant ache
only the wind recalls what might have passed
simple exposure to a world of joy
a door now closed forever to our thought
as into silences our hopes are cast
we watch as others the last goods destroy
and wish them happiness with what they've caught
21 December 2008
recollection
you think i have forgotten what was said
along the way and lost the count of years
in all our rushing and from many cares
for work and needing daily to earn bread
loaded withal with more than normal fears
you think i have forgotten what was said
enough to fill an ordinary head
with a full sense of what in truth appears
but not to give one what we might call airs
you think i have forgotten what was said
listening
this is the secret spoken into nightby children and old men so many timeswatching as yellow moonbeam slowly climbsalong the wall and thinking chances slightthat in the morning matters will go righteach painful turn as distant town bell chimesprovides an early punishment for crimesnot yet committed now that is our plightwhat we expect is some sort of returnto better understanding of our heartswhen the sun rises from the winter deepwith all the force with which a man might yearnfor kinder days and all our human artsbrought to effect these are the thoughts we keep